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atiqah nadirah.!! itu saya. dan saya tak paham saya. sekian. terima kasih.

wonderpets datang membantu....





aku nak update bebanyak...
bior la...suke ati aku la...
kan?kan???
hehee~~~



haaa neh nak share gamba yang pae amik...
sangat cun...











neh namanye ali...
selamat berkenalan...
yoroishiku onegaishimasu



actually da banyak agi...
gamba yang amik kat area dm (baca desasiswa murni) pon xde neh...
sume gamba ada ngan pae..xsmpat ag nak amik...
asek lupak aje...
sebuk ngan exam la katakan..hikhik~gelak gedik~
(alasan kukuh disitu yept)



*dari dapur:
ase rugi je xleh nak letak gamba laen lagi..da itu ajo..2 pon curik from pae..kredit to her..
thanks ya kamu^^

kredit 2 cik keroppi..tinkiu dong ya^^




JANUARY

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions.Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.





*tengok je tau jangan percaya 100% lak..not totally betul pon just nak memain bole la..


NOVEMBER



Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas(idea yang cemane 2???heheheee..~sambil angkat2 kening~). Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors(erkkk...doktor chenta 2 kire doctor jugak kan???). Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets (eheee xyah nak larik..i noe ur secrets..~masa upacara me'digging' 2 saya xde guna cangkul or watsoeva pon..tetiba je dapat..huhuT_T...kan tadi ada state yang saya neh unique..ehekkk~). Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted (don judge a book by its cover yept..muahaahahhaa...). If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked (try la kalo brani nanti kalo tetiba kat mata da sumthing ngalir n kaki tetiba je larik balik umah smbil mulut x henti2 panggil mak..jangan salahkan saya yang naive neh..memang bukan keje saya(^_*)..). Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises (aah so xyah la duk puji2 aku nanti aku ase cam nak lepuk je orang 2). High-spirited. Well-built and tough (yang memang btul sangat..aku memang sasa seap berketul2 lagik.jangan xtau pulak..hoho). Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely (sangat yept..pandai ye kamu..hekhek). Hardworking (yang neh aku ase aku soploh taon akan datang la..). High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable (hoh cemane??tak takut ke..baek kamu jauhkan diri nanti kang x psal2 aku bagi penendang time borak2 2..hehee).




*dari dapur:

aku agak sume yang baek2 2 cam masuk je ngan aku...tapi yang 'ala-ala' 2 aku ase x masuk langsung la..cemane?btul x???


weeeeee



tengok neh tengok neh...
egeggegee












ohokk...sangat sukeee








ada lagi ada lagi^^





xpueh ati xleh letak gamba dia tadi...
so aku ngan gigih dan tekunnye dah google gamba dia
ahakkkk

yee yee xyah cakap pape..
tengok je...
hekhekkk^^



*kalo x clap nama dia hiro

ini saya






allo...
eh assalamualaikum...
hikhikk




exam da abeh...
yippieee ( baca alhamdulillah)
sangat suke..
abeh je exam td lepak bilik nuk
tdo tak-ingat-dunia jap
pas2 bangun2 je p basuh muka then ngap mangga
~akak panggil pauh ok.hekhek~
sambil makan 2 tengok mei-chan butler..
ohokkk i likeee sbb ada namba senpai




sangat ensem tapi lam cite neh dia xsehensem lam hanakimi la
tapi x kesah la sal kan dia 2 nanba minami
~dia punye real nama xtaula..kakngah penah cakap tapi lupak..hehe~



malam neh parents aku nak dtg amik
tapi barang2 satu haram pon aku x kemas ag
huhu...
sape nak tulun saya kemas???


~eh dah la...
notes sem lepas punye da seap masuk kotak...
hehehhe
baju kotor pon da msuk beg
yang laen blum jalan lagik...~

going home 2morrow nite...
then next place 2 go---PCB
ohooo...
i likeeeee beach









can't wait

weeeeeeeeeee

actually bukan leh main pon sebab
my mum got things 2 do there
but don't mindla asal kan place nye kat pantai...

sangat syiokkk woooo






ombak..ombakk.. lompattt
debushhhhhhhh

whoahhh

sangat besh neh
^^


~sejuk.sejuk...then tegedik2 larik.hikhik~






pesan dari dapur:
aku cam nak tinggal kt tepi pntai je..

sape nak sponsor umah..
hekhek3
sangat suke lagu ini skang...
lalalalaaa~~~



video


jum nyanyi sama2^^

dugaan hidup part 1




panassss


panasssssssssss


apakah petandanye neh?












*~sejuk.sejuk.sejuk.sejuk.hujan.sejuk.hujan.sangat bess.hujan lebat xde kilat guruh watsoeva n sangat sejuk n sangat bes~






selamat semua





ase senang ati coz notes skit eh?
nak jadik cam sblum neh ke....




kamu...
gerak skang jugak!!!!
amik notes n buatla ape pon kamu suke ngan beliau...
sal kan kamu bersama beliau



oldabest untuk kamu n mereka2 yang ada paper isok..
^^
ehekk...

aku sampai sini lagi..


*iklan---
windows cannot connect you to usmkk..
additional information is required to connect to usmkk---



aishhhh aku mandikan mau nanges kamu...


hah...
kak ngah,
alang2 awak da jadik admirer saya so saya gtau la sal pkembangan tbaru saya ok???(ihikk..maluuu)
emmm at least xde la awak omsik nanti pas2 claim cakap awak x tau pe jadik kat umah..
so let me tell u yept...ahakkkk~sedikit gedik di situ~


smlm saya balik..(refer 2 ari kames)
chek amik sebab saya tkut x smpat nak maen kejar2 ngan last bas
(sbenornye saya malas nak amik bas from usm-kb..hekhek)
pas2 mlmnye ktrg g jerteh umah kak ma..
ingt ag dop?
hohooo
blik da lewat la pas2 pagi neh (refer 2 jumaat) awal2 pagi ag dah smpai kb
(pagi 2 refer 2 seblash am~~awai na)
pas2 saya ingt nak balik u tp chek ckap satg nak carik brang 4 trip so saya pe ag musti ah nak ikut...
so stay la kat wisma 2 tp plan changed so tsdai la saya kat sana smpai kul 5++..
then cam besa nak g anta brang (kat jerteh^^~naek keta jalan2 smpai jerteh...ohokk sgt sronok~)
pas2 abah tnya nak blik u ke nak ikut???
saya cam nak ikut tapi nanti sian plak kena anta saya balik plak so nanti musti sampai umah lewat..last2 saya ikut gak so cemane?



a) ada ase jeles x
b) cam xpueh ati ke
c) tumpang hepi
d)makin omsik
e) sakit ati
f) ase cam nak balik skang gak
g) nak cancel riangria raya


*pilih tau ngah...
nanti gtau eh
ho ho ho(smbil garu perut buncit....ngengengeee)



pesan dari dapur: ktrang adek bradek memang sukeeeeee sgt2 adegan jln2 neh especeli kalo naek keta n long distant..(keta best sebab leh sepah2kan..hehheee.sori abaaah)..bas x mau eh

hoh...
dpat gak connect..
siyes tenat dah..

nama je dkat ngan spital tapi asek sakit je....
pe hal...


*neh masa aku duk taip neh pon dia da say gudbye..
pe cite weyh????????????



aku 1: ~2 maknanye dia suh awak stdy la cik kak..bukan ngadap mende neh je...pahamkah???~
aku 2: ~yeee saya paham~


(-_-")
again
aku kantoi lagi smlm
hukhukT_T
xsukeee wokey
aku maluuu
twice ok in a day
xabeh lagi malu ngan budak lam entry bawah
aleh2 beliau plak tambah...




btimpa2 malu 2
naseb baekk dorang xde kat depan aku
kalo x xtau la kat ane nak nyorok...
loker da x bole coz kecik sgt kalo dulu bole la
~hahh pk ape ye kamu..bukan..bukan..bukan saya gemok tapi loker 2 memang kecik..saya x tipuT_T~



citenye cam neh---

aku duk bmesej-mesejan ngan beliau
pas2 tetiba kringg...~betul xtipu..enset aku memang bunyik cam2.hikhik~
'assalamualaikum'
bla..bla..bla..borak2..bla..exam..
'awak x tinggal jejak @ kesan (sumthing like dat la.i forgot suda..hikhik) ke lam belog saya?'
'emmm ada.1 komen.hehhe'
'1 je?tapi awak ada tinggal 1 jejak besar'

~aku dah macam cuak dah..
pe yang ak da buat?huhu~

tetiba aku dengar beliau sebut TUKANG MASAK
aku dah ~blur n macam oh no...
cemane lah tau...chaittttt!@$#@%$#...
n 4 sure maluuu la weyh~

aku sbenornye dah plan nak gtau but not now la
tggu la agak2 da byk post neh x..blum ckup soploh beliau da tau..
hukhukT_T


so pasneh turn sape lak?
*hah kamu...yeee kamu la..cemane leh smpai sini???

~ehekkk...sdikit prsan disitu..ye ah sape la nak baca belog ko neh cik atiqah oii.hekhekkkk...dah2 g stdy~


oldabest to those having paper 2day n 2morow..
laen ari aku wish laen plak..^^

kemane tumpahnye kuah kalo x ke bawah


kantoiii~~~
malu2..sgt2 malu neh..
aduhaiiii
cemane la si pae leh tau
huhuuuu


time 2 duk mlpak kat bilik wan smbil2 tgk cite los n faun
tetiba enset munyik trenggg
~xreti nk wat bunyik sbb kalo lagu snang nak ckp lagu pe~

da bunyik 2 paham2 jela ada msej msuk so x reti2 nak baca ke...
ye yeee nak baca la neh..aishhhh

.
.
.
.
.
skali....
.
.
.
.
.
ai tukang masak~~~
.
.
.
aku dah macam----


oh no...
#*$^@$^!^
hukhukT_T
cemane leh tau neh?????
huh huh huh
uksigen2

maluu~~~
wawawaaaa


ingt nak snyap2kn je ini belog
huhuuuu


~seap janji ag tue ngan pae jangan gtau sape2~
ak malu la weyh..
belog bkn bgus pon da sebuk nak kecoh2
pe kes
heh!!
#)(*^(%&*@)





neh la budaknye...
aishhhhh(^_^")







nak tulis sumthing tp nk kuar jap...
panas neh cemane eh?
huhuuuu



xpe2..kalo bkn kite yg tulun kawan kite sape ag nak tulun kan?
cmon babehh...
bgn n solat cepat...

go bb go..ahakks



*xmo pkai payung..
giler x macho..
hikhik


jum kite ilek2 pg neh
ujung mggu neh nk balik umah
da omsik da neh
naseb baek umah dekat je
~sejam 2 dekat ke?ahh kire dekat la cmpare ngan 2jam..ahakk~








ingt nak balik kames neh after paper bi..
sape2 nak tulun anta ak g stesen bas x?
paper abeh kul 4.45 kot, so ak kena bkejaran
la 4 da last bus that day~itu kalo ak lmbat la~
mintak2 x ramai orang..
kalo bdak2 sekolah balik susah la ak
kompem kena bhimpit2 n chop tmpat duduk
xmo bdiri woooo
peninn woo
siap aribulan ak muntah
ahakkk




ak sangat x suke naek bas
tp kalo sejam nak balik umah 2 kire ok la
kalo da berjam2 tu adumak x larat wehh
aku ada motion sickness
kalo dulu asal jalan jauh even ngan keta pon aku da sembur
neh kan plak bas ngan kompem b4 naek ak hepi
~xhepi kot sbb kn bpisah ngan famili sbb dulu naek bas coz skolah ak jauh skang ak sgt hepi sbb xyah naek bas..yeee akak2 ak sume jeles ngan ak sebab ak da xyah nak kalut2 sal tket bas da abehla, blum beli la, bas tmbahan sume2 la..ehekkk.kalo balik u, my parents yg antakan..wiiiiii^^~
nant trun aku lembik
hhuuhuuu
aku sngat xsuke penat n pening2
buat aku xde mood jept
huh



so ada sape2 nak antakan aku balik x?

owh...

dalam sujud terakhirku, ya Allah
kuteriakkan AsmaMu sekeras0kerasnya
agar runtuh dinding kesombongan dalam hatiku

dalam sujud terakhirku, ya Rabbi
kumenangis sejadi-jadinya
biar kering mata ini
namun basah ladang hati yang gersang

dalam sujud terakhirku, ya Rahman
kulihat semua dosa yang membayangiku
kelam mencengkam jiwa yang lusuh

dalam sujud terakhirku, ya Rahim
biarkan aku patah dalam cahayaMu
biarkan kumusnahkan titik-titik kemunafikanku
agar ku kembali dalam pelukan hidayahMu

dalam sujud terakhirku
biarkan aku hirup nafasku skali lagi
hanya untuk menyebut namaMu dan kekasihMu tercinta





*aku ase satu prasan like 'dup' ms 1st tym baca so nak ltak kt sini.
ya Allah, Kau tmptkanlah ak dan skluargaku d klngan org2 yang engkau kasihi dan berikanlah rahmatMu ke atas kami skluarga..
aminn


lupe nak letak..ehekk

tulun..tulun...


pe nak jadik ngan aku ari neh..udahla pagi td bngun lmbat, tdoq awal ~kunun nk bangun awal nak stdy sumela aleh2 mthari da tegak baru bukak mata..pe kes~.

pas2 nak sedapkan ati punye psal aku plan nak buat soklan past year ptang nanti...~seap plan nk ajak kwn ak g libry sume la..hoho..xmnahan plannye~
so aku pon mandila ngan semangatnye hoho..seap mandi cpat je ak menonong g cafe isi perut ~bab makan cepat je..sorang pon aku xkesah dah~ balik bilik pnjam cd cite hot man ngan kak wani..sambil makan tgk cite..~sangat masyuk..makan pon dekat ngan sejam~ plan x gerak ag neh..xpe2..japg aku buat la soklan 2~aku yang duk sedapkan ati sendiri.huh~..seap makan sume usha blog yg aku suke plak..pas2 tetiba blog neh jadik...tenang2..masa banyak ag neh..g smyang jap..seap smyg tgk soklan past year tgk ltop tgk soklan.las2 soklan 2 ak buat lapik mouse je..pas2 satg nak g pasar malam plak..makan xleh tinggal, kalo xmakan nanti sakit, kalo saket xleh blaja...so aku xde pilihan selaen g carik mkanan..hukhuk..


nak g smyg..nanti kwan ak carik plak..sape2 nak kirim msej je la aku yept...~tu pon kalo ak bawak tepon la..hikhik~


suke suki

hoh...
aku datang ag....
biar ah..
suke ati aku la...
hikhik...
~aku x stdy pon g neh..pe cite..uhukkT_T~

ape salah saya bang...hukhuk

hoh...

asal aku da kat sini plak...




balik ke meja anda dan tengok buku...
~nt kalo duk nganga time exam sape susah~

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